It's Always Been You From The Start

[Another Cross post from my personal weblog]

That is right, 4 fabulous days until my birthday, I have to be honest and say, this week until my birthday I am going to post a blog each day. I have never done that, but thought I'd start on the 10th day, but said 'nawww' so I went with today, so it's really what? Four days? Not bad! My birthday is on Friday the 4th of December! I don't really look forward to them much, but I hope this one will be a little different. And well being I'm in a new state, and in a new house, it's already beginning to be different, and not to mention William, he has been so sweet, kind, funny and so easy to get a long with. We crack up all the time, and he cooks girls, he cooks!!! Speaking of cooking we had a really good time on Thanksgiving, the food was great, everything came out just right. I tell you William is a really good cook, it's "his" kitchen lol. He takes control in there haha. Fine by me, I do help a lot though, but he likes stuff done a certain way, so I go with the flow and I don't mind at all.




On Saturday, I went to a clothing shop, you know looking around and what not. I got some earrings, cute ones too, it says for sensitive ears, and I really do have sensitive ears. But I do believe that if its not real gold or silver (I prefer silver) then it will start to bother my ears, it'll start to hurt. First day I wore them, fine, second day started to hurt, so now I won't wear them :( this sucks because I liked them, they are like a hoop but not huge, just a cool size, and then this twirly thing in the middle, shame it wasn't real silver. I guess I'll have to hold out for a pair of real ones, similar to what I have, here I'll show you what I mean. The photo below shows the earrings I have now, cute hey? :)




Unfortunately not real silver. I’d probably want a pair just a tad larger than these, you can see how big they are in my hand in the other photo.



They are cute, even if the earrings didn’t have the swirly thing in the middle, I’d be happy, but they are going to have to be silver. We also put up the Christmas tree, and decorated. It's Williams tradition to put it up after Thanksgiving, so we did. My family usually put it up 2nd or 3rd week, so this was fun, and as William said, "The Christmas spirit lasts longer", that was nice hey? I have to agree with that too. We watched like a few Christmas cartoons, and film, it was nice and Christmasy (sp?), I really enjoyed it. Well, I have some things I really need to get done, like ironing curtains, wrapping some presents, I have two fanlistings I need to finish as well, so I hope I get this done today! Don't forget I will be posting all week long, until my birthday on Friday the 4th of December, then I'll be back to normal I guess you can say :P Once a week or so, I'm also going to be changing the theme, so things may get a bit wonky. Have a great day, happy shopping, and have a lovely day!

Turkey day tomorrow, gobble gobble lol, for those of you who do celebrate it, Happy Thanksgiving, for those that do not, have a lovely day :) This year I am spending Thanksgiving here with William, we will be making our own Thanksgiving dinner, his first in his home, he's had this house for 4 years and never made a Thanksgiving dinner, so this will be the first and a historical occasion. This will be a whole new experience for both of us. Last year I was at my sisters, and before that the previous 3 years were in England and as you all know they do not recognise our Thanksgiving day, but that is okay, we don't recognise their Guy Fawkes day either, so yeah. Anyway, I found out that William isn't too partial to Pumpkin Pie *the horror* seriously because I love Pumpkin Pie, I make my own, but now whats the point if he won't have any :( I'll turn out eating it alone *sniff* So I guess we'll just make Apple Pie :) I'll make a Pumpkin Pie and take to his sisters house, we are invited for Christmas there, but on the 20th, so everyone can be at their own homes on Christmas, which is nice.

So today I'm talking to William on Yahoo, and he says "Hey they are letting me out early from work" I'm like "No way, thats awesome!" I ask him what time is he leaving he's like "I'm out of here now!" and then I reached for something on the desk and knocked over something to the floor that made a bit of a mess, whats worse is he asked me if I took out the Turkey *blink blink* I say "OMGosh I totally forgot" so of course I dashed out the kitchen to take it out. It should thaw out by tomorrow afternoon, "I hope" I'm worried now. I'll just let it sit in hot water lol. I hope I didn't mess this up *fingers crossed*

So what's going on for Thanksgiving? Well Football obviously, the American pastime. Oh and we got the film Angels and Demons, OMG I've been waiting to see the film, I read the book and I'm positive the film is a lot better! We seen another few episodes of Battlestar Galactica on Tues and Wed, it's getting close to the end, and it's making me sad lol, because I really like the show. V was on last night too, towards the end, it just like froze and we can only hear the sound, it's maddening. We recorded the show with DirectTV, so why is it doing that? Was it a problem with the Satellite? Grr it's annoying it's not the first time either! Hope it don't mess with todays shows, Ghost Hunter and all. Anyway I better get going I got a lil mess on the floor that needs picking up. Happy Thanksgiving again, stay safe, and have a lovely weekend.

Don't let the title fool you, the date in question isn't what some may think. We actually set a date for Bear to be euthanized. Bear is the home pet, he's a Black Labrador, he is the most adorable dog ever. I've only been around him for a few months, but it feels like it's been forever. He has recently been diagnosed with kidney failure, it has completely broken our hearts. Williams father had him for 9 years, and he has had him for 4. I know what it feels like to have to put a pet down. It's hard breaking, we've been so sad since we got the news. Having to make the call was probably the hardest thing. I didn't make it, William went to the vet yesterday after work. The date was set for October 3rd, that is this Saturday. The date is interesting, because it's my mothers birthday as well. William feels bad about that, but I told him not to feel bad, that the date was picked probably for a reason.

I just can't imagine having to take him for a walk for the last time, or a hug for the last time. I spend my days with him, cuddling, kissing, petting, telling him I love him. I'm going to miss you Bear. I love you Pupa Bear.

This is how I'll always remember you. A happy, always smiling loving dog.

This is one of my favs, he’s just walking across a bridge, so cute and happy *hugs*


The Happy “Let’s Go For A Ride” Look!


The ‘Taking In The Sun’ Look


The ‘I’m An Old Man’ Look

Gosh I'm going to miss Bear so much. I don't even want to think of another pet right now. I lost Juliet in 2005, and before that another dog that I had to put down. So I feel like I keep losing pets, it's saddening. Maybe one day we'll get another, it'll be nice to have a dog around again. I want to keep Bear but I feel selfish saying that, cos I know he's not feeling good, hardly eating, can't walk down the stairs on his own, lost so much weight. I know it's for the best, but gosh I'm going to miss cuddling him all the time. I don't want to think of it, and I think I'll stop talking about it too. I love you Pupa Bear!

so easy to forget about this place lol. Sorry!!! and sorry to Jenny for not adding her sooner, sorry again!!! Lol. So I'm in Massachusetts now. Settling in, loving it, I have to admit when I first got here, I thought OMG I'm in the bowels of hell, only cos of the humidity, omgosh I can inhale how thick it was, but since arriving, yesterday and today has been soooo beautiful, the weather is amazingly gorgeous, I really look forward to more days like these. *random thought: my OJ got warm, I didn't drink it fast enough.* anyway, so I am settling down as best I can. Trying to work on all my websites, ugh, so much work. I'm cheating today, looking for another WP theme, cos mine is like outdated, well sort of, it's summery weather and so is the theme, but I've had it for 2 years now lol. Think it's time? Maybeee

Now I'm debating whether to make my LJ private or not. I kind of do and kinda don't. Keep those prying eyes away from certain things. I suppose I can make certain entries private, think I'll give that some thought. Gosh I just had a thought of how many LJs I've had, gosh at least 5 lol, but only use one lol. This one. I'm working on trying to get another one, but we'll see. Its going to be a hard one to get! Gosh I probably have a lot to talk about but I probably won't. Yeah so, um oh yeah if you want to add your site to my web directory then head on over to List-Me.Com and don't be a arse and direct link my images please!! Ok well I have chicken to take out of the freezer, or I'll forget and I'll be screwed for dinner lol, yay Dexter night! Love that show! K, I'm gone now, see you next year haha I'm kidding, will try better to come here lol.